你不在，当我最需要爱。

I'm not many things.

I may not have brought back a souvenir from overseas for you.

But I had myself signed, sealed and delivered to you, if that's okay with you.

I may not have painted a picture, or wrote a song on impulse for you.

But I've made a card, wrote you a poem on impulse and made you silly handicrafts, if that's okay with you.

I may not have said things to make you feel better when you are down.

But in my heart is a really big hug for you, if that's okay with you.

I may not have fussed over you when you don't talk to me.

But I've fussed over you when you don't have food to eat, clean clothes to wear, enough exercise or sleep, if that's okay with you.

I may have said that I wanted to end up with someone else before I got together with you.

But the thing is, I got together with you, if that's okay with you.

I may not bring you to have ice cream when you are upset at work.

But I got you flowers, if that's okay with you.

I can't bring you to surprise European holidays.

But I can bring you to watch concerts at cheap ticket prices and listen to soothing music, if that's okay with you.

I may be a disappointment; a waste of time; a loser to you.

But I'm trying not to be, if that's okay with you.

I may be the source of an emotional roller coaster ride for you.

But I'm trying not to be, and there were the ups too, if that's okay with you.

I may not be loving and affectionate like how you want it.

But I'm still trying to be, if that's okay with you.

I may not feel warm towards you all the time.

But I'm trying to be warm all the time, if that's okay with you.

I may have made you cry week after week.

But I have made you smile. I'll just try to do it more, if that's okay with you.

I may not have the power to make you forget what you've read.

But I can always encourage you to look past it and let me come as I am, if that's okay with you.

I may not like you to compare.

I'm treating you the best, so there really isn't much to compare, if that's okay with you.

I wish I could press a button, turn back time, and not have all those things that make you upset.

But yesterday's history. We only have the gift of the present and the mystery of tomorrow, if that's okay with you.

You may not feel like I love you.

But I do, if that's okay with you.

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